My Psychic Mediumship Gift
Yes, I am a Psychic Medium.
This means that people who have passed can come through me to give messages to their loved ones, or sometimes someone will come through with a message for someone that the client knows. I never know who is going to come through or what they're going to say. However if you tell me specifically who you want to communicate with, I can usually get them.
I can also distinguish between your Spirit Guides communicating and a deceased loved one, because in my mind's eye, the Spirit Guide comes straight down onto your head, whereas others come through in what looks like a family tree to me.
I've been channeling Spirits who have passed for almost five years, yet it is only in the last year or so that I've become confident enough to call myself a Psychic Medium. I've read hundreds of people: clients, friends, family…anyone who needs to hear a message from someone on the Other Side, including store cashiers and bank tellers who don't know I'm a medium. I don't tell them either, but their loved ones have something to say and so by GOD they're going to have it said.
And as crazy and random as details and images may seem to me when I'm reading, they always seem to make sense to the client.
The most important thing, however, when I am reading you is for you to NOT TELL ME ANYTHING UNLESS I ASK. I don't want to be tainted in any way. The less I know the better.
I am basically an interpreter. They show me images, and names, or parts of names, and send me feelings. My job, which is very difficult, is to try to interpret their images into something that the client will understand. They may show me an image that would mean something to me so that I can relate it to you.
Therefore it may take me a few minutes to figure out what the message is, but they always have a message, even if it's just "Hi! I'm okay!"
In fact, I can tell a dead person's personality better than a live one's!
ALL spirits that I communicate with are in the Light. No matter what religion you are, there is the Light, what we Catholics call Heaven."
Twice there have been spirits that are still sad, and I can see a barrier over their heads, which to me means they have not entered into the Light yet because they were scared that they weren't good enough people for one reason or another. When this happens I tell the client how to cross them over, and only hope that they do it.
There has been one Spirit that was not in the Light. I didn't know where he was, and I didn't want to find out, but I felt he was not in the Light (he was not a good person). Even if people are jerks in real life, they can remain jerks in death, but they are STILL in the Light. In fact, I've had many jerks come through, and it's actually pretty amusing.
Before I begin any reading I say a prayer of Protection, visualize myself and my client surrounded in the White Light, and ask that ONLY Spirits of the Light come through.
When the Spirit pulls back, it takes me a few minutes to "recover". Some readings take a LOT out of me energetically. I also am NOT a touchy-feely person at all. But there have been a handful of times when the Spirit compels me to hug the person and so I do. It's weird, I have to.
Depending on how strong and clear the Spirit is, I will suddenly begin speaking in the first person (using "I" instead of "he" or "she") because it's just easier that way, that the Spirit talks directly to the client. On occasion I've begun speaking like the deceased, not in there exact voice, in my voice but with their mannerisms and unique words.
When I read I go into a kind of trance, where I'll stare down to the right and when I get in that state of mind I feel like the top of my head has opened up and information and words are just flowing from above through my head and out my mouth.
I get what I can describe as butterflies in my tummy that start just under my tummy and flutter through my chest in a split second. That's the Spirits way of telling me I'm right.
I can also read living people around you. All I need is their name, nothing else. I can tell you about them and what their thoughts and motivations are.
I do not, however, get the winning lottery numbers because I tried.
By GOD I tried!